I am in the state of total confusion right now. As I opened my YM Account, I got an offline message from my friend, E****:

e****(4/17/04 10:33:56 PM): ikaw yun...im sure. hehe! tinanong ko eh. grabeh. ako yung naging sobrang excited nung sinabi sa akin ni ****. haha! i had to resist the urge to talk to ***** myself sa sobrang tuwa ko. hehe! :x

He's really really confusing me right now. I don't want to exaggerate things moreover, give meaning to those stuff I've heard recently. I kept on telling myself "Maybe he's just giving me the wrong signals." or "Maybe I've become a little too assumptive."

Hell, I don't want to ask him "What's the score between us?" when in truth, there really was no score at all and the us I'm pertaining to never existed.

Tsssss... If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? I've never been this mushy. My fear? You coming back to me when I'm completely over you. I want to move on, but I can't. I can't leave my feelings and lie to myself. I still am hoping that one day, you'd win my heart back, keep it safe and never let go. I know that what I'm askin for is too much. In case, you'll need me in your life once again, I'd still say yes to you - I promise I will if it's not too late.