Tuesday, May 25, 2004
It's been a month since that SUMMERPLACE incident.
Got totally drunk then.
Was intoxicated.
Cried a lot.
Confessed.
Loved.
And had my heart broken again.
Enough of this bullshit.
I was going over some high school stuff when I saw this familiar envelope. I knew what was going to happen. But that didn't keep me from opening it. You know what was written there? Just some very private letter I'd have to keep from the world, as much as I'd want to brag about it.
And it goes...
Dear Mica,
Sobrang late na nitong retreat letter na to so I am saying sorry. Hmmm, Lil Sis ko simply perfect, and I'd like to thank you for being my Lil Sister. For always being there whenever I need you and for being my bantay. There is so much more I want to say but since maliit lang yung card hindi ko magagawa. Alam mo naman siguro na I admire you so much and that I am so proud of you. About your ball I promise to be there no matter what happens. Kung hindi mo pa ko pinapalitan by that time.
I LOVE YOU LIL SIS!
- Big Bro mo :)
Upon reading that, I found myself in tears. I hardly slept last night. And when I woke up and saw the mirror, a pair of swollen eyes was right in front of me.
Seems like I can't get over my DILEMMA.
