Had an oh-so-ordinary-slash-boring-slash-confusing day today.

Do I hafta explain why it turned out to be ordinary and boring? Naaaaaah...

Confusing, may be a bit interesting.

I suddenly doubted my feelings for him. Si Dan Du kase eh. His insight on friendship, it being the strongest foundation of a relationship, made me wonder. I really think we missed that, didn't we? I've contemplated on this since then. I can't let it get out of my system. Man, even when I was hearing the Sermon, when I was buying our groceries, and til now while I'm doin this post.

Geeeeeeeezzz...

Did we really miss out?

Pfffffffffffffft.

I want to know him better. (Inspired by the recent Sermon on "Knowing thy self.") Father : Kilala mo dapat yung taong mahal mo. The only thing I'm sure of right now, is that "I love him, I really do. Dayyyim!" Hmmm, sounds familiar, eh? Actually, I'm not sure about that either.

What if this second time and second chance we have wouldn't work out? BIG RISK. But I did take it, and I'm glad I did. Sheeeesh.

/me contemplates again, and realized this :

All I know, is that life's a whole lot better knowing he's there. He's all I have right now. And I dare not lose nor hurt him again. Not this time.

Haaaaaaaaay. Love ko nga sha talaga...

I now am relieved.