Saturday, May 08, 2004
I'll be off to Bulacan later this afternoon.
Mom hasta cast a vote.
I wonder who'll get the seat to presidency.
Sounds like GMA for me.
Anyhoo, I've read the Boy Crazy mag, courtesy of Cat Maniego.
Gawwwwwwd. I wish I read that even before I met him.
Says there:
IN MATTERS OF HEART, girls often get blamed for analyzing every relationship issue to the nth degree. If a girl likes a guy, and he talks to her, she'll spend the next two days trying to decide whether that twitch in his eye was him offering a flirty wink or if it was just a twitch. Although we love trying to figure guys out, it can get tiresome when it's all a guessing game.
-Boy Crazy! Magazine
That is so true. Well maybe cos overdoing things can create dismay and disappointment. For instance, expecting the shape of things to come makes us assumptive enough not to enjoy whatever is in store for us in the future. Worrying too much lessens our time to enjoy and live the present moment. Needless to say, we take for granted the essential things from which we find true refuge and bliss. We may not notice their importance now, but when will we? If they're gone? Think again...
Idealism isn't bad when it's not overdone. Maybe I think too much, and dream too much. Having a clear picture of the relationship I want is as good as much as it is bad. Good cos I know what I want; bad, cos it eventually becomes my basis in trying to find the perfect guy for me, which is wrong. Sad to say, those who expect, most of the time, are the ones who get disappointed. And I'm one of them.
Ergo, I thought of not thinking as the best way to relish what I have right now. Being brainy-slash-paranoid-slash-obsessed has its own disadvantages. I used to envy people who are not uber smart, but managed to maintain and keep a relationship going strong. I even thought of pretending to be an idiot, which is wrong and so not me. Oh well, maybe guys get intimidated by domineering girls - girls like MOI. FOCKER!
I'm good at being bad.
Gabby dirty danced @ 5/08/2004 12:20:00 PM
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